If you fear something. And let fears become your aim. You'll find a way to make it manifest. Even in the face of evidence to the contrary, you will destroy all in your wake down the path.
It's so interesting how the mind works. I've watched complete strangers and those closest to me, simply detonate the best laid plans... so intent on making their worst ruminations come true... they will destroy their own careers, detonate intimate relationships.... It can be in the middle of the day, and they will demand that you agree with them that the moon is up.
They will request your presence, then deny you entrance. Pride and fear are a nasty combination.